by Andrew Murray
Lately I’ve been contemplating why I can’t get everything accomplished that I think I should be doing in a day. Perhaps it is old age, I tell myself. Or maybe it is because I have unrealistic expectations of myself. That’s probably true. That has always been one of my greatest weaknesses in life . . . . my husband tells me that I expect so much more from myself than I do from others. I wonder why I can’t rise above the little, daily annoyances. I agonize over my inability on some days to shake off the discouragement and sadness about situations over which I have no control. Why am I such a failure? I do try, desperately, not so much to forget my weakness as much as to deny that I am only human. Somehow I expect that I should be able to do it all, perfectly, yesterday!
Now where did that come from? Is it because I am incapable of logically comprehending that I’m not perfect (far from it!) and being OK with that? I’m not sure, but I suspect that those feelings of impending doom if I cannot live up to an image of Wonder Woman are very deep-seated in my experiences as a young Christian wife and mom. I’ll tell you the truth: there were years when I really believed that I WAS expected to be Wonder Woman, and I really believed that if I just tried hard enough, I actually could be Wonder Woman. Then I discovered a few tattered edges around the bright blue cape that I was hiding behind.
Eventually, I had to face reality. I can’t do it all . . . . I can’t be perfect . . . . I will make mistakes . . . . . I will get it wrong . . . . no matter how hard I try, I will still stumble and fall along the way. Because if I COULD be perfect on my own, I wouldn’t need a Savior. God knows that, and that’s why He carries us through those times when we feel like a failure. Some of us need to be reminded of our imperfections and weaknesses. We need to remember and feel deeply our inadequacy so that we will trust Him. Others of us just need to be reminded that it is OK if we can’t do everything and be everything that everyone around us expects us to be. That’s OK with God, so I guess it better be OK with me, too.
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